Friday, May 18, 2007
im such a disappointment, rite?

netball. had training for 1hr plus oni? ehh, kinda restless again. no strength no mood. haiix. after exams everybody lik so weak liddat. mayb not everybody bah? sian diao. results not gd, mood and wadeva else of coz no gd lah. haiix.. carried maii heavy bag with maii guitar n shoe bag home. hand damn pain lah.. lik having blisters..too much friction..lik those feeling of playing monkey bar after i've not played for a long time lor. den e hands lik tt.. haiix.. somemore i use sling bag, den one side shoulder pain..-.- anw, i can t bring maii normal bag wad.. coz too little things to put oreadi.. lol. anw, we chnged e place where we put our netball stuffs.. hahas. its under e staircase bside e art rm.. its rly small lah. eh, we had some difficulties putting in e poles.. n e basket for e netballs cant even go in.. lol. our netball teacher-in-charge talked to us tdae.. diao.. she saes tt we cant anihow quit netball as we lik.. diao lor. n we cant complain about e tough trainings n wadeva stuffs.. DIAO. its lik, if ur body cannot tak it, wld u risk ur life n continue playing till u r oni left wit one ounce of energy? lol..? but i noe wad she meant lah. wan us to persevere? hahas. but for maii case i cant. thou its not medical.. but sometimes i somehow hv diffculties breathing.. for reasons lah.. duh.. not lik asthma suddenly act up ok.. lol. den exam results.. eh.. class position get 22.. -.- if i worked a lil harder i would hv been at e first half of e class.. diao. haiix.. regreting now oso no use.. sian diao. nid meet e teachers leh. first half no nid.. haiiyo.. alot of things happened tdae. sian diao. haiix..
e weakness of me is tt i cant make up maii mind easily. or mayb more hack care? wadeva u call tt lah.
im still SIAN.

did i make e wrong choice?
i noe u'll all sae i did.